<i gave you my heart but you broke it */> window.defaultStatus=" i give you my heart";
Saturday, August 12, 2006


hello.

i've not been updating. in a looong looong time.
ANYWAY. i feel stressed to the brim. i feel as if i could explode any moment.
just found out the damned chinese pt only 500 words max!! argh. and we did too much and now we have to cut. like what logic is this??!!
history SA on wednesday. letter SA also next week. don't know what day. I AM STRESSED. argh.
these few days i've slacked ALOT. played sims and i can't stand it! sims frenzy is back. i desperately want to play it like NOW. but io can't. because i'm supposed to be studying for history! sims2 pets is coming out in like october. i can't wait!

on a more serious note, i recalled what simmy blogged about in her, er, previous previous post? the one about nostalgia. on certain days, when i see something that evokes memories, nostalgia is so overwhelming i can suffocate in it. but i am happy in rg. i am, right? i am questioning myself now. not so much about whether i can't join badminton in rg or not, this is another matter altogether, i'm just askig my heart now, am i happy here?
i came up with an answer that is not very satisfying. the happiness i get is often short-lived. in fact, it is unreal sometimes. now i am thinking of the definition of happiness. gosh. what happened to me? i shall pose this question to simmy. its too complex for me to answer.
but on a happier note, i'm learning to be more independent now! in the sense, i really slog my guts out myself on a project. not like in primary school, half of it was explained by the teacher.
i'm not sure, though i hope i have-grown, not in height, i'm still as SHORT as ever): , i mean growth inside.
i think i am more able to take emotional challenges, especially the ones relating to friendships, and relationships.
why do i sound so serious again?!!
argh.
okay, but i'm happy now. after letting it all out, i feel much better.
okay. i shall link squirrel now. HAHA.
whoosh.
tata.
(:

gave my heart */ on 6:59:00 PM